Change
If I could change three things about myself it would be my anger, my too nice loving and caring personality, and my relationship with God. I honestly wish and pray that I didn’t get angry so fast and that I could calm myself down better. I often find myself in situations where my anger controls me. I don’t want to be nice because I get walked over and that shit fucking hurts more than anyone will ever fucking know. I wish I could be mean and just not give a fuck but I simply care too fucking much. I want a stronger relationship with God because he is the only one that is always on my
pain
honestly the people here hurt me and cause me pain and it’s all because i love them. i hope they know it hurts to be their friend.
getting it off my chest
sooooo im beyond guhhhhh at everyone in my life and i don’t understand why they do the stupid selfish shit that they dooo. so right now im sending out a great big FUCK YOU!!!!!!!
wow i feel better after that. I think that i have decided to just say it fuck it to everything and all the bull shit. this is filled with all the anger that i have been feeling this whole fucking semester lol. Honestly fuck !!! fuck fuck fuck !!! wow i think i feel better now. honestly the main thing that this semester at this school has taught me is to myself first and to stop cattering to others. im going to learn how to be selfish if it kills me. because almost everyone here has a selfish personality, mindset, gaol, and character.
My mommie bought home cake (Taken with instagram)
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